Because one day, when the time is right,
I'm gonna tell him how he drove me
right into your arms.
And that's gonna kill him.
He always did the leaving.
But not this time, she started
walking and never looked back.
Don't you hate the feeling when your throat hurts from all the tears you're holding back, and you can't control the words coming out of your mouth cause there is just too many things you haven't said.
I was sixteen when suddenly
I wasn't the little girl you
used to see. But your eyes
stillshined like pretty lights,
and ourdaddiesused to joke
about the two of us. They
neverdreamed we'd
reallyfall in love
I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born
The person you end up needing the most,
Is the one you swore you never wanted in the first place.
then the person you least expect,
takes you in their arms, and whispers softly,
everything is going to be all right
I wish I could speak whale..
- Finding Nemo
&& finally, she
let go of her fake smile as the
tears slowly ran down her face
she whispered softly to herself
"I don't wanna be me anymore"
she straightens her hair
applies her make-up,
smoothes out her clothes,
&& takes one last look in the mirror
just to see what a failure she is.
&& she still loves you. Why? she doesn't know.
We both knew it shouldn't have ended like this. So why didn't we stop it?
people say that the bad memories cause
the most pain, but actually it's the good ones
that drive you insane.
she could easily move on if she wanted to.
but she refuses the offer. simply because there's
still hope in her heart.
There hasn't been one day since you left
where I haven't fought the urge
to put you back in my life;
& i'm sorry if my eyes don't sparkle anymore,
i'm sorry if my smile is not quite as bright,
but baby, you destroyed me.
trust me babe :: you have your jerk moments // i ask myself why i still like you ; but you [always] make up for it -- you always do something so sweet ,, i can never resist
I know you well enough
To know you never loved me
sometimes i wish i could forget everything about you,
just so my pain would go away
